I don't think I am anyones model. I feel a mess. I feel like I am always in a battle about something with W. The only thing I can do is not respond to her anymore. I can't participate in the drama. Its draining and soul sucking and I am tired.
It is true, I can't look at her in the eyes anymore. The girl I knew is gone, so far gone. I have accepted that. Still she punches and pushes me with her words and actions. I have to protect myself and just get out of her way and stay the course for my kids.
