Azzork- You're 100% right. That's probably going to be it. I know i can't pursue her. There's just that little voice in the back of my head constantly telling me "you can fix this, you can make it right, you can convince her you're not the same". It's like an argument that lasts all day.
I'm always about 3 seconds away from losing the argument but i've done alright since Friday. No big feat, i know. One day at a time.
