Next year is going to be another interesting one. I'm considering selling most of my stuff (I don't have much any more), packing up my car and driving across country to get material for the book. I'm switching from writing the gym blog to a blog on my own website and would have the time of my life getting stories from people. Would be an adventure as scary as it also sounds.
That sounds amazing and if its what you really want to do then I say go for it. I've always wanted to take a road trip across country.
Originally Posted By: PigPen
This S has been awful, and I miss my W everyday. I'm still sort of stuck at the point where the more amazing I see the rest of my life, the more I wish she could still be a part of it, you know? We went through the struggle together but never got to benefit from that struggle. That still breaks my heart.
I understand those feelings and get caught up in that also. I imagine the life me and W could have if both of us put the effort into the M now, we could really be happy. It would be hard, but worth it. I actually focused on that too much for a while and it was causing me issues so my IC put a thought in my head. Its possible that future with W is based in a reality that may never could have happened. Our transformation into the people we are now never included our W so dwelling on their path diverging from ours keeps us from moving into the next phase of our life. A phase that could lead to something greater if we let it. That struggle you both went through, whos to say you both don't benefit from it in the future. It just may not be together.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
