Zeus you are right it's all about H! So I started a new one! I'm only through chapter 3 but I've learned CD comes in many forms it's usually learned and will take a lot of work to overcome! It led me to look into adult children of alcoholics and guess what! I fit almost every characteristic! I also found a CD support group about an hour away I am looking into! I feel starting with this will help me the most! I believe at this time I am feeling resentment for "doing everything" which is part of CD! I feel exhausted all the time no energy lack of motivation and mostly resentment! I have learned I need to feel my own feelings not just push them down And go on to the next task! I need to live a life seperate from the "family" also! I can be a mom W and human! What is my next step?! I will be attending IC weekly instead of every other week! Instead of those sessions being about my relationship they need to be about me and improving me! I have also possible found a support group for adult children of alcoholics! They can be a part of my GAL also! I will continue with GAL and stay busy!
