Beagley, it took me months before I can listen to music and even now, some songs, even the ones I haven't heard before can cause me pain. However, I hear Taylor Swift, shake it off to be quite 'boppy'. BTW tainted love did the same for me too, and currently Sam Smith, you are not the only one, cuts like a knife.

In respect to your first post, I was H's first love and the first person he slept with. Despite this, H is the WAS a d has filed for a D. I believed, that being his first will forge a very special and deep bond.


Both 47 M 20 T25 S 18
EA July 11- Jan 12. ILYBNILWY Oct EA April 13 -July 13
Move to work abroad Sept 14
re establish contact with OW while away
D bomb 22/12/14 D filed papers served 17/03/15