have i been making mistakes too long

[tkdmme]

Thanks dwh,

I remember thinking the same thing. That it wouldn't bother me if she left and I would have a great life without her. But I was so wrong. I just finished playing golf with her brother. He has been very supportive to me but he just don't understand why I can't stop worrying. He thinks I'm acting weak. He's right but he has never been through something so traumatic.

I didn't play worth a &$/#%. Today. I appreciate hearing from you and the others on this site it has been helpful. As I'm writing this there is a lump in my throat and a sickness that I can't explain.