I know some people will say there is another man but there isn't i do know my wife and she is not one to cheet never has been and she would not do this for the kids and I know she tells me she just does not want to have to put another adult in front of her needs
She tells me that she has just had enough of how I was not there for her her over the years and I put myself above her I am making improvements to myself but she has been very adement that there is no chance of us getting back together.
We are still living in the same house and we do get along but she is defiantly detaching from me and doing less and less with me
I am struggling to think about the future and if we go to separate houses with me having the kids for 3,5 days and her doing the same.
She has been well used to this as she has bought up our other 3 kids she was a stay at home mum who worked part time I have always been a full time worker
The concept of me having the baby for 3.5 days and not being able to work or the concept of not having the baby the other days and not seeing her hurts.
I am 46 and I do not want to be alone but then I do not see me wanting to get involved with someone else .they are probably going to come with history and or children just as I do
I trust my wife with my life and the life of my baby how can I know I can trust a stranger
I know I am thing ahead
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
