So yesterday I took SD for the day. We had an awesome time spending time with my family. I had bought some new clothes for SD. When STBX saw them he said You bought something for SD but not for me?" I looked at him and said my days of buying for you are over. It was tongue in cheek but he got my point. Lol I have noticed because I am more distant he is making more effort to try and engage me. This was actually peeving me off because he is sending out mixed signals and it's not ok. I was friendly but not overly and did not allow him to try and have his cake and eat it too. He is behaving far too comfortable and familiar with me when he is the one that wants to be on his own. I think he's aware that there has been a shift somewhere in me. I expect there will be another attempt to text in the near future.
Meanwhile I have been working out as per usual. Had an awesome time visiting with my son while he was visiting from the UK. I will be going over to see him in a month so I have lots to look forward too.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.
