I need to be a good example for them teach them they don't have to deal with the BS! I need to teach myself I deserve better than this! I need to teach him I can be a better person the women he once fell deeply in love with! It's going to be a long hard road I have very little support so even worse but I used to be a person that was strong easy going and happy now I'm weak controlling hurtful and sad! Time to turn it around! Sounds good on paper now I just need action!
