Barbie- That is what I have been thinking lately also. It would be the easy way out. detatchment wouldnt be so hard, working on me and being drug down by all of this would be out of the picture. The only thought I hate about it is another person being in "my house" helping raise these kids. I have worked very hard doing this job. At the same time though I sometimes wonder if it would be a wake up call to him or if he will just throw her in my role. Fear is what hold me right now! It controls me. I am scared of him not coming back. I am scared of all of it!
