25 - Thank you for your time and energy. I really appreciate your insight. Please know it holds a lot of weight with me. I have no plans to break my sobriety ever. One of the most confusing parts of post BD for me was feeling better than I ever have before despite going through an emotional shitstorm.
My W used to actually comment on how she knew the separation was a good thing because I was smiling and laughing more. I got sick of telling her that it had nothing to do with the separation and everything to do with waking up feeling whole.
Thank you RD, Bob and Defacto as well. I'm going to say it for the next 200 days, but everyone on here has kept me on my path and has given me a home when I lost my own.
Cheers everyone.
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
