have i been making mistakes too long

[tkdmme]

so I got off work early, picked up the kids and went to pick up some things at the store. I don't know why but I got emotional in the store and the kids saw me. Im having a hard time being around them and keeping my emotions in check. All I think of is how I have failed them and how they are going to suffer if she goes through with a divorce. I apologized to them and told them that everything was going to be fine and that I was just having a tough day.

God, I feel like such a child that I cant keep from letting my worrying getting me emotional.

Also my D12 said that we were having dinner at my W brothers tonight. I knew that this was the plan because my MIL told me. but my w never invited me. Im not sure what to do. if I don't go everyone there will be wondering why and if I do go my W will feel awkward. Please I need some advise.