So this year, I made a plan for my anniversary day. I was going to go to a nice steak house and then out country line dancing.
I told myself I would go no matter what.
I asked my wife is she wanted to join me, she did and we had a great time.
I was fully expecting to go by myself and have a great time anyway. It is that kind of mindset that we must have...'I am going to make the best of things NO MATTER WHAT.'
Last year's anniversary I wanted to go out for a nice dinner, my wife went fishing in another state for the weekend and I just sat around pouting and focusing on my own misery. THAT will never happen again.
I hope you are able to treat yourself to a nice night...tonight I will have a glass of wine for you to celebrate today being Thursday and you hopefully enjoying yourself.
Thank you. My sisters are taking me out to a new restaurant tonight and I know we will have a great time. It's the hours leading up to it. I'm trying to stay busy at work to take my mind off of today.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15
I know how you feel ep. Our anniversary is in Oct and I am dreading that month.
I also have a twin, but we are fraternal. I wish she was more supportive and nicer. But she moved into our house a yr ago so that has made things even worse, plus they became good friends. She does not agree with what my W is doing, but she expects me just to move on and forget about her.
I am also working on detaching.....A lot to do all at once. Packing and selling the house and waiting for D papers. I am in a bad place
M: 32 W: 35 M 2 1/2 T 4 1/2 same sex couple W "unhappy" April 2015 D first asked for mid May 2015 2nd D end of June 2015 D papers in hand, just have to sign Start of piecing 8/20/15 A confirmed 1/2/15
Cheers - V, thank you and I will make that a promise. I subconsciously think it has been holding me back a bit since I knew the day was right around the corner and hoping that he would change his mind by that day.
okay I have to vent before I head out on the town and have the best night ever!
I do not have my son tonight, H has him at his Mom's house. I called the house phone instead of his cell because I did not want to talk to him today but I needed to hear my son's voice and tell him I love him. His Mom answered the phone thank goodness but when she went to go get S4 H gets on the phone: (that was so annoying that she would put him on the phone) UGH!
H: Hello? Me: Oh hi, I wanted to talk to Fischer H: Oh umm here
I talked to my son and then said goodbye and immediately hung up before he could get back on the phone. Small victory of now letting him stew that I did not talk to him.
okay time to go have fun! See you all in the morning! (possibly hung over)
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15
whew what a night! A little too much fun, feeling it today. I have noticed that when I drink too much lately I have a panic attack and need to leave immediately. Happened last night too. I love my sisters they take the best care of me. Probably why my IC told me to stay away from alcohol. Noted!
Weird thing happened this morning with H. I didn't leave for work until late since I wasn't feeling well and completely forgot that he would be dropping off S's luggage after taking him to school. I was getting dressed and he was calling my cell phone so I looked out the window and he was in the driveway calling me. I let it go to VM and then called back a minute later. He was calling to see if he could come inside or not. What was that? He came in and dropped off the stuff, I didn't ignore him but just kept getting ready. He finally said "have a good day" and left. I told him to have a good one too and bye.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15
