Looking for advice and comfort

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Heavy-I have not seen an MD, but I want to try to stay away from meds. Most of the anxiety is when I am at home.

Wonka-I do not have a lawyer because I cannot afford one. I think at this point if my wife does not want to stay and be married to me I can't force her and I want someone that wants to be with me. As much as I love her and want to spend the rest of my life with her, I have to let her go. I know I am not being very positive right now, I hope you guys can help me with that. It kills me just 6 months ago that we would be pulling up to our house and she would say how much she loves it and our life. She has even abandoned her dog (she is like 17 yrs old) that she had before us that is supposedly so important to her. One of her issues with me is that I did not bond with her dog like I did with our 2 we got together. She has also left the 2 dogs we have together.