"Odd duck" just about covers it. Her emotional state will change literally in an hour. It's not like it was (thank God), but it's still hard to know what's going to happen on any given day. She would be cold and hostile and then warm, often on the same day. She doesn't claim to be in love with OM anymore, but she still acknowledges he's in her head far too much.
I just had a strange conversation with her a couple of hours ago. She was tearfully apologizing to me for the verbal beatings she had given me over the last year. She then went on and on about how proud she was of me for the changes I've undergone the last few months....my energy, my outlook, my positivity, my strength. I'm not the same person I was even a few months ago.
She of course had to add that she still feels lost and not sure what's best for her life going forward (staying in the M or not). But that was the first time she had made an effort to actually acknowledge and praise me for who I've become. I was glad to hear her say the words, of course, but I'm a little puzzled.
She's in IC as I'm typing this. We'll see what happens.
Ex Rzrback Me 43 Her 44 D11, D15 T21, M19 BD 9/9/2014 Piecing
Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood
