Sit and spin V

[PT33]

Wow I feel like I wrote this... exactly how I am and how I feel. Hooking up with someone will not bring back happiness, just distracts you for a few moments. I don't think what your one friend is doing is right, that is horrible.

You will get back out there, but in your own time. 19 years of marriage is a long time to move on from. I have only been married 3/together 5 and it feels like a huge period of my life. I feel so intertwined with my W, I can only imagine how you feel