Newbie needing support and advice

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whew what a night! A little too much fun, feeling it today. I have noticed that when I drink too much lately I have a panic attack and need to leave immediately. Happened last night too. I love my sisters they take the best care of me. Probably why my IC told me to stay away from alcohol. Noted!

Weird thing happened this morning with H. I didn't leave for work until late since I wasn't feeling well and completely forgot that he would be dropping off S's luggage after taking him to school. I was getting dressed and he was calling my cell phone so I looked out the window and he was in the driveway calling me. I let it go to VM and then called back a minute later. He was calling to see if he could come inside or not. What was that? He came in and dropped off the stuff, I didn't ignore him but just kept getting ready. He finally said "have a good day" and left. I told him to have a good one too and bye.