W got a bit harsh with me a few times tonight, but overall a pleasant night. She asked me to come to bed with her and lay next to her.
As I look back I guess I should have seen the whole mess coming about this time last year, but never really thought anything of her harsh comments because she always said she was sorry and just said stupid things because she had been drunk. We don't have drinking problems, we just tended to have a few cocktails on the weekends and that was always when she would make really harsh comments then apologize later.
Man if I had only recognized what was really happening I am sure I would have taken steps then. Man I wish I hadn't been such an idiot.
As I read the threads I am realizing DB is more about personal well being than fixing a R. By fixing ourselves we have a chance of working through our R problems.
It is so hard to sleep with so much running through my head.
M: 36 yo W: 36 yo S: 7 D: 4 M: 13 yrs BD: 6/14 (??) PE Confirmed 7/15 (4 months) The road to recovery starts now
