I have thought about it and answered accordingly. Yes, I was viewing it as a power struggle and that is clearly one of the reasons I am here.
I do so want to give up power struggles and find that balance between door mat and controlling asshat. I continue to experiement and learn regardless of the outcome.
Mainly I want to be a better woman, wife and mother, take life as it comes and let go of the rest. I don't think that is too much to ask.
We'll see.
I'm following along with your meditation, impressive!