Cheers - V, thank you and I will make that a promise. I subconsciously think it has been holding me back a bit since I knew the day was right around the corner and hoping that he would change his mind by that day.

okay I have to vent before I head out on the town and have the best night ever!

I do not have my son tonight, H has him at his Mom's house. I called the house phone instead of his cell because I did not want to talk to him today but I needed to hear my son's voice and tell him I love him. His Mom answered the phone thank goodness but when she went to go get S4 H gets on the phone: (that was so annoying that she would put him on the phone) UGH!

H: Hello?
Me: Oh hi, I wanted to talk to Fischer
H: Oh umm here

I talked to my son and then said goodbye and immediately hung up before he could get back on the phone. Small victory of now letting him stew that I did not talk to him.

okay time to go have fun! See you all in the morning! (possibly hung over)


Me:33 H:36
T:13 years
M:10 years
S4
Separated 05/15
H Filed 06/15