have i been making mistakes too long

[tkdmme]

BT13,

Thank you for the encouragement and im glad you are feeling better. That gives me hope that I too can eventually get better.

Why do you think my W seems uncertain? She tells me that she still wants the D and that she has made up her mind. She doesn't have the money to get a lawyer and her family is trying to convince her that the D is not a good idea. Also, although ive been home for about five years, I sometimes travel for work. I will be out of town 4 days a week starting in December. I think she wants to see what happens then. She does say that she cares about me and that she hates to do this to me but still doesn't want to work it out.

Anyway, I hope there is still a chance of reconciliation. I cant seem to stay consistent. I try to detach and I can do it for a while then for some reason I try to talk to her again. We are in the same house so its difficult.

Ive been trying to GAL but I always wonder what she is doing or who she is talking to. It just seems hopeless.