Newbie needing support and advice

[PT33]

I know how you feel ep. Our anniversary is in Oct and I am dreading that month.

I also have a twin, but we are fraternal. I wish she was more supportive and nicer. But she moved into our house a yr ago so that has made things even worse, plus they became good friends. She does not agree with what my W is doing, but she expects me just to move on and forget about her.

I am also working on detaching.....A lot to do all at once. Packing and selling the house and waiting for D papers. I am in a bad place