I am feeling very strong, punctuated by moments of extreme self doubt and anxiety, and I am sure that is just a natural human reaction to being in this sitch. I am not going to be hard on myself. You are right about time fixing this.
Thank you, any advice or comments please keep them coming. I feel very different than most of the people on this board, mostly because my H is still here in the home and I really am starting to believe that he isn't going anywhere. But rather is going to stay here and ignore me and blame me and continue to withdraw until either I get fed up or I give up and just live with this sad situation. I of course am hoping for healing.
