Business just got bad. No projects. Alcohol wasn't a factor there. I would drink while watching sports and bbq's and then not come to bed. She find me sleeping on the coach sometimes.
The bills were late and she freaked out. I was out of town and the power was shut off. She didn't think to pay it, but it was my responsibility.
It really doesn't have to be this way, but I think she is being hard to teach me a lesson and I am not liking her ugliness, Makes me just want to say screw her there are plenty fish in the sea.
This man I am becoming feels good, but its like she wants me to make a mistake and screw up and not let me in or even close to her.
She told me not to treat her like a business associate when I called used her maiden name. I meant nothing by it, my boys and I have done that for years. She said it was disrespectful to her and it pissed her off. She said fdu, you had said recently we have 10 years together so call me by my name...I have a name.
All this drama because of nothing.
I still need to speak to her about my boys and this weekend cause it's the Father Son thing we always do and it's the last weekend before school starts.
help me make sense of this...I'm sure she still has feelings for me but is sick of me too.
