Well the last couple of days I have just been letting my mind rest. I have come to realize that my marriage as I know it is over. I am not giving up or losing hope but I am slowly letting go. I know I have a long way to go yet but I know it will get easier.
Itd drives me nuts to hear how he bought all this stuff and they are going on all these trips yet me and my children can't do anything due to lack of money. But I have learned to smile and tell him good for him. I know I am starting from scratch and there will be bumps in the road but I will fight my way up those bumps.
I have been reading andrereading the replies on my post and I find great comfort in them. Thank you.
Me 44 H 46 3 DD 22, 18, 15 1 DS 2.5 M 10/1992 BD1 2/2014 BD 2 7/19/2014 Moved in with OW 7/20/2014
