have i been making mistakes too long

[tkdmme]

Yes I have seen a doctor which was weird because my doctor is her brother so I went to someone else. The doctor gave me meds to help me sleep and that has been great. I cant function without rest or make good decisions. I am also seeing a counselor who is helping tremendously. I feel like I am reaching a turning point. I am trying to detach but having a hard time living there with her and the kids.

I have a new project starting in Charleston SC in November so I have to make it through until then. I haven't lost hope and still want my marriage to be restored but I cant deny that im excited about working on myself.
We moved to Georgia to be closer to her family against my wishes. And we have been here 10 years. Since we have been here I have lost myself.
I used to work part time as a piano player for several jazz clubs where we used to live and I am hoping to start doing that again.
This all seems so crazy. This is the first time I have ever been on a forum or anything like that. I cant believe how many people are in the same situation as me.

I dread going home everyday.
What do you mean Dawg or Yellow Jacket?