Lonelee

Dark is a long term consistent thing, you can not be dark one day and then not another day.

Dark is dark, it is for a long period with no contact or involvement. I have been dark with my WH since 2 May. I cut off all texts, emails and calls. Everything for the last 3 months. I do not deal, his numbers are blocked, his emails are blocked, completely dead ends. That is dark.

WH sent me an email yesterday ordering me to pay a bill of his. Response my me was never.

Now I will D or annul my M. Totally dark. That is the reality and authentic to me.

I want WH as WH gone and since there is no way WH will change. Forever gone.

That is not your sitch, you want to repair your R with your WH and to DB to grow into a W only a fool would leave.

Also my dear one, get tested for STDs they can do much damage to your body, particular to your nervous system. If you read my thread you will know that I did this recently. It is important to look after your health.

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Last edited by Vanilla; 08/05/15 06:03 PM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW