have i been making mistakes too long

[tkdmme]

I am so sorry. As I'm sure you know. This is a nightmare. I can't focus at work. I've lost 40 pounds. I don't want to see any friends. I don't enjoy anything that used to make me happy. I know this will pass and my life will return to normal but in the right now I'm absolutely sick over it. It even hurts to see my kids. We can get through this and for some reason it helps me to know I'm not alone. However I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.