So hee's the thing - W has still refused to show any remorse for A - none. I don't know that after time she will ever admit to any feeling (s) of remorse. She did say once many months ago, it was a chitty thing to do and I will just to have to live with that. So that will probably be the closest thing I will ever get.
I guess in the final analysis it just does not matter. It does not matter to her and that says it all.
Heavy ... she won't .... not while she is knee deep in it. Remember its a drug, and like a drug that rush is currently filling the spaces where other feelings might try. The rush is very strong and nothing else can compete with it at the moment.
Mine never felt remorse during the A either ... was only after it all imploded, when she was left alone with her thoughts, and a reality of what her life was about to become. Even then ... even after she wanted to work on us ... it took months for me to see any remorse.
Thing is .. do not get hung up on that .. its her and her feelings right? Can't control it so nothing good for you will come from it.
