LBS trying to get it right

[Vanilla]

Ghost

I do believe the answer lies in Detachment. Once you detach from the outcome, then the fear of failure goes.

The sense I am not going to work the process because My M isn't going to repair, there is little reason to do it.

Once you detach, go with the program, the real journey begins. This is a journey not a destination. The journey is discovering who you are, what you want to be. It is beyond your M, it is rounder, wilder and more involved. It is attaching to yourself, observing calmly, reacting peaceable, enforcing boundaries, constructing necessary repairs, healing old wounds, laying down baggage, old childhood scars and much much more. And it is enlightening empowering and life affirming for your whole lifetime. Where are you now? You will know when you look back and you will know if you take this journey, at the first step.

There are two posters here who have blessed you with their posts PigPen and Joe who have been remarkable in their sitch, you would be wise to heed their words and read their threads.

It is about being a worthwhile human being (not doing), preparing your children for life and it is about your higher power. Truly about you.

V