I was rushing ahead of myself forgetting that if I did not go through the process naturally i wouldn't gain anything or it might even make things worse for me.
Am back to steady as things go, doing nothing rash (mainly nothing at all), remaining focussed on goals and not trying to fix anything, what a liberating feeling!
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?