Thanks Starsky. Yes I do deserve to be happy. Actually I am fairly happy as it stands. I don't need someone else's love or approval to determine my level of happiness. True it would be nice if my W would share my journey but she's in another place psychologically and I cannot control that.
Yeah, I'm stuck. But it's of my own choosing. I can't see myself moving my business which is a huge undertaking and getting another place until the RH is sold. We're getting closer to that every day. So I take it one day at a time.
So I just try to detach and be civil.
M: 59 W: 53 M: 9 yrs T: 14 yrs No kids together but D30(hers), S27, S24, D21(all 3 mine) W moved out 11/18/2013 D-Day 12/14/2013 W moved back home 12/1/2014
