OK, over it again. I felt like I was getting back on the rollercoaster again today and I didn't like it. I had a rough day but even so, my rough days are SO much better than they were even just a month ago. A world better than 3 months ago. I am doing better. Today there were a few emotional bumps in the road because I am human and this is a process. Back to my life. Which he is welcome to join if he ever decides to be my husband again. His choice.