I haven't touched a game since she gave me the boot. I would sell my console in a heartbeat but my S enjoys it.
As far as my addictive past goes, I know. I am not too concerned about falling off the wagon. Those were dark days that I don't ever want to experience again.
She emailed me earlier and asked me if I could come and take her nephew home, pick up her sister and drop her off. I said sure, of course, and went over. She looked absolutely amazing. I didn't tell her that, I did what she asked and left.
The second I left, "Why is she dressed up? I bet she is seeing someone." I can't stop it from happening. I know. I blocked her on social media just because I know I can't deal with seeing what she posts/does. It would destroy me to know she was happy with someone else. I want to be the husband she needs me to be.
