I'd say those are worth their weight in gold Heavy. You have a long life ahead of you and little ones that are going to learn directly from you. What you've learned, they're also learning.

What a blessing this all can be, despite the pain, anguish, and heart break.

My friend asked me two weeks ago what I would be doing if I was still back in my M of old. I told him I'd most likely be getting high, drinking, be trying to find a way to make my business into something that it's not but failing because I'm too afraid to speak up for myself or walk away from it, be happy on the surface and dead below it, but still married.

He asked what my life is like now. It's the opposite of above, although it's got more loneliness in it, there was loneliness before just of a different flavor. I'd never go back to my old M. Never. You could put a gun to my head and I wouldn't go back. Doesn't mean I don't miss the most fascinating woman on earth, and the most beautiful, but I could never go back to that life.

Congrats on all of your success, I follow your stitch, I know how hard you're working at all of this and how difficult your path has been.

PP


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