Maybe I wasn't being that clear though, I do feel (very) detached, I now have a life and my self respect plus I feel like the man I knew was always there inside, he'd hidden from himself from view for a while. I am not frightened to take action knowing it will stir up the WW and her "script".
What is happening today is a feeling that continuing to taking charge means to file for D and whomever the partner in the next stage in my life is going to be will appear, anything else I do will simply slow down the process of finding that person.
Maybe the W's "script" is exerting control over me and I should recognise that and act accordingly i.e. stay firmly dark and wait to see what time brings along. In fact, now that I've written that last sentence I realised that it was my need to fix things taking over and all I need is to reassert my patience.
Did I just talk to myself out loud and maybe get the right answer?
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?
