My wife is coming back tomorrow. Pick her up at the Airport around 11:30.
I'm excited to see the kids, but have no idea what to expect from her, or how to even act.
A few days ago reconciliations were going pretty decently. We were communicating well, good thoughts about the future from her, and how she finally has hope in us again.
Got into it yesterday and now I'm hearing things like, "I don't know if I can ever be happy with you."
I told her I had needed to know some more details about the affair. Don't think it really helped. Instead of my imagination running crazy on what might of happened it's going crazy on what did happen. I didn't ask for any details on the act itself, just when/where.
My emotions are draining me.
I had a therapy session today. First one and I feel it went pretty good. Felt good just to get everything off of my chest.
I'm pretty nervous about seeing her tomorrow. I have no idea what my emotions are going to do.
