Wwll, my daughters should be in Macau now. They'll be home in another week. It still makes me a little sad...I should be with them. When we were a family we'd all be there and enjoying the experience together. Now, they're off with their Mom and I'm this pathetic old single guy trying to entice women online to have coffee with me...something went horribly wrong! But, what is is. Tonight I'm going to the Jays game with my Mom and brother. Tomorrow I'll be going to church and then out with a friend for dinner. Life goes on...and for the most part, it is good.
I understand exactly how you feel. Except you aren't a pathetic old guy. You are a guy wanting to share your life with someone. It's bittersweet when your kids get to have awesome experiences and you aren't a part of them when you kind of "should" be. I think that'll always sting me a little. And you are doing exactly what you should. filling your time with family and friends and enjoying it. That's what I do, it certainly makes life good.
