Zeus nope it wouldn't change a thing! I would still better myself even if they are getting closer! I want to become the woman only a fool would leave I want to be the better option and that involves fixing/saving me! I did go out today picked up sticks so he could mow and helped clean up garage and mower when he was done! One thing he constantly complains about is me not coming to garage and being supportive I used to sit out there any time he was out there! We will see if this 180 has any affect'
