Well thats where im confused as well.. plus hes not the only one getting anything out of it... I enjoy it , im not sad mad or depressed after.

Its comforting knowing hes still attracted and interested.. we typically share alot of conversation and fun during the time spent together.. believe me if it felt wrong I wouldnt be a willing participant.

It may not always feel right going forward but then I would stop and know that I needed to change/stop for me and my reasons.

It's not like he's making me do anything im not willing to do.
Im really confused about it..

Last edited by Cadet; 08/04/15 12:22 PM. Reason: Carriage returns for readability
Married 1991
D 32 GD 12
D 30 GD 3
S 29
M 58
S 57
1st bomb 2008
2nd bomb 4/2015 same person
New bomb 09/24
I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.