I've been doing a lot of thinking about my future and how I want my life to look. She may be part of the equation or she may not. That will be up to her to decide. Either way I'm fine with it. If she doesn't want to work on our M then I'll just move on.
Peter I see you make quite a few statements like this, but I don't think your wife sees your actions lining up with these words. I think she just feels she can continue to throw you a bone every now again and keep stringing you along.
You SAY all the right things -- including a very smart, self-aware perception of the issues -- but I still sadly see you stuck.
I pray you'll get there . . . you deserve to be happy.
