The weekend was ok. There were moments of sincere caring but other moments of back to blaming me for everything. I'm nearly to the point where I just want to say "I'm hurting". I know I can't just come to him with that though, right? I don't want it to be an accusation/blame fest. But I do need to talk about it! It burns me so much sometimes. Even when he is trying and showing some kindness all I can think of is how much MORE nice and wooing he was to *her*.
Me: 42, H: 38 Married: 12 years (second M for me) 14D, 9D 2015 EA (PA??), porn addict, *pastor/counselor* MLC
At a counselor, he said he wanted the marriage but not to work on himself w/a IC. Piecing?
