want to know what she's feeling. is she happy finally that i'm not there and she finally feels free? is she suffering or missing me at all? she's seemed upset the times i've seen her and in mediation, but she said at the beginning "i've made my decision and I need to stick with it." meaning that no matter how much it hurts she's going to go throUgh with it?
While I certainly understand these questions, there is no point in asking them. SHE doesn't even know what she's feeling right now. How can you possibly expect to understand?
