Seriously guys. It is over. This divorce is happening. I don't want it. I don't want it for me. I don't want it for my two young children. But it is happening and there is nothing I can do or say to stop it.
I feel most for my children. They deserved more. They deserved an effort from their mother. But that is on her. Not on me.
There was a talk today. Wife had texted me to talk. Basically, there is nothing that is going to change her mind.
My poor little dude is only six and my little lady is only two. For nine months now they have been waiting for "Dad to come home".
I am heartbroken. I am thankful to everyone here for trying to help me. But it is a fruitless effort so far as saving my marriage or "busting" the divorce.
The sad part is is that my wife is making her decision based on such negative emotions. She "hates" me and she "knows that that will never change".
I have to move on with my life but I don't even know where to begin. I want to protect my children but I will not be able to protect them from this.
Her mind was made up long ago. It didn't matter what I did.
I feel like I'm rambling. I just don't know what to do with myself. For 9 months I have put every inch of my being into trying to save my family. To keep us together. And I failed.
