DBing still......WW still (Part 2)

[HurtJef]

Bob,

Thank you for the prayer, I will say one for you also.

As far as my IC goes. She knows how I feel about my sitch as well. I actually really enjoy talking to her so I hesitate to switch.

With my GALing....I started doing yoga(badly lol), I have been attending church regularly again....i have been wearing out my treadmill as well as taking the kids for walks...taking them swimming and to the park...as well as going out with friends when I get the chance. I am reading many relationship books as well as the bible. Bought new clothes and cologne. Been buying myself carry out from new places once a week.

Really trying to make myself happy. It doesn't always work but I feel better it seems more often.

I still have my rough moments. Usually once a day I lose myself in my sitch but I am learning to get through it quicker.

My wife really has no interest in talking to me...which is fine. We communicate usually by text...never by phone. I see her usually a couple times a week during kid transfers and those are always short. I hear things about her that aren't very pleasant but I cannot save her anymore...nor does she want me to.

Just living one day at a time ,my friend.