DBing still......WW still (Part 2)

[HurtJef]

Thanks shotgun

I am really feeling better most days. I still spiral from time to time but I feel strong when my kids are with me. You would think it would be the opposite b/c the WW is out doing whatever but I do get lonely when the kids are gone. I have been GALing more and more which helps immensely.

I just keep praying and reading. Actually I have gotten to the point where the thought of her ever coming back frightens me a little. I have no expectations but she is not the good hearted girl I fell in love with any longer.

I spend more time working on myself than I ever have.