Sorry that you are here, but there are some great people that you will get to know. Read lots of other post and start engaging on others' threads. That will help people find you and engage with you.
I just got caught up on your situation. I am glad that things are calmer and you are able to control your emotions more. It does get easier, so keep up the great work.
I am in somewhat of a similar position as you, though my H is hiding A. I was not angry at first either, but it will come. Just try to not let yourself obsess over the A as it will take your focus off where you need to be -- working on yourself!! The hardest part of DB for me has been detaching.
As far as your question about being physical with H, why would you want this when he is choosing to be with someone else? Also, think of your health. There us a good chance he us not using protection 100% of the time.
I am not sure what you are referring to with subscriptions. Cookies store website info on to your computer, cell, etc about your search/browsing preferences and can be controlled in the Internet setting section. If you share your device/s that you use for posting with H you may want to clear the cookies out in addition to the search history.
Can you tell us more about why your H is unhappy in your M? What are some behaviors of yours you can start working on to make yourself a better version of yourself? That may help others chime in more.
Last edited by BT13; 08/02/1501:19 PM.
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015
