The World is A-changin'

[Elly4]

Azzork, PP, Teach, Zues, and Zephyr, thank you all for being so supportive today. It wasn't the best day emotionally for me, but it was a great day with my S. You know what I mean? Saw many people that asked where my H was, and I told them he was off hiking for the day. They didn't know about the day, but made me think everytime.

How did everything go so wrong? How can he be so friendly to me and considerate, but not love our family? I'm starting to wallow here. He hasn't come home yet and I so so miss him. Teach, 24 years would be an accomplishment if we were still together, but we're not. There are light years between us. Gosh I despise nights. Just make me feel the grief.

Zephyr, maybe I did turn it around, but I'm not sure it was a great job if I'm still maudlin right now. I know, grief is natural and he's not home. Just feeling miserable.