Zeus I agree sometimes when I look back at some of my threads I think o my how can I still be doing this! And it's only been a month or less of posting imagine what 13 years looks like! No after saying that it doesn't mean I don't want to try to save my M but I am starting (very beginning) to see that I don't want to save it if it can never be healthy! Zeus the poem is awesome! You are right he isn't physically abusive but emotionally abusive and it's causing me a lot of mental anguish! It kills me to know I understand what is going on but do not have the strength to break free! I will keep pushing forward though! Only text I sent was hi! He said hello nothing more! So I will say nothing more!
