Still no contact. Im trying not to worry about our D3. I hope she aint taking him around OM. Im so tempted to call her. I know I better not though.
Im hurting pretty bad. Im not sure If Ill ever get all the way over this. Ill never be able to trust her again no matter what the outcome of this sitch. The thought of her with OM makes me vomit. He is so fat, and bald, and gross looking. I hope she is telling the truth that its just emotional.
Dang Im just rambling on. God bless you all for your support, and your willingness to read my posts. I feel like Im being listened to.
You should google "Affair Down". May help you understand her thoughts.
As for the trust, you can't trust her NOW, but there's no point in worrying about your interactions with her in the future, because there's no way to predict what that will look like. And yes, you will get over this if you put in the work. You will come to realize that you deserved better and you will learn how to have a healthy relationship.
